I have not done a post in a while now. Partly because I have had to take a break from pretty much all things baby for mental reasons, partly because my add gets in my way. I get ideas for posts and before I can get it fleshed out and the post even written, my brain has flitted on to 40 other ideas and none of them get written. I intend to change that.
As a little catch up, obviously we are still not pregnant. Mr TCI and I recently had our 5yr wedding anniversary and are closing in on our 6yr "meetiversary" lol. We had to take a break as I was getting too close to the edge of a nervous breakdown or something. We also had spent our allotted 2012 fertility insurance/budget so decided to just take it easy for a few months, save up some money, wait for the new benefits year to roll around and see if I could get in a better place mentally. I'm not sure how much it helped, I'm still not doing very well.
Our tentative game plan for the new year is to do a round of injectible ovulation stimulators and an iui. Honestly I am thinking of finding another re as well. I love the office, love his nurse, really like him in a lot of ways but on the other hand his attitude kind of bugs me. He doesn't seem to be very interested in finding out WHY I'm not getting pregnant as much as he is interested in just trying one thing after another and seeing what, if anything, works. I suspect my thyroid is playing a part but even though I ASKED for a full panel thyroid test he only pulled the basic and declared me fine. The research I have done since then lead me to believe I am NOT *fine* and that it could be a factor. Unfortunately I have yet to find a dr, re or otherwise, who actually cares enough to do anything.
Anyways, I have a couple of ideas for things I would like to write about including more on the thyroid issue, a post that I have actually started about what infertility has stolen from me - and what it has given me and a couple of other ideas. Help me stay on track, what would you like me to write about?
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